You dont know what I have endured

You pass me in the street

as my tears stain my face as I sit and weep

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You stand and question my belief

yet have no concept of my grief

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

I sit in awkward silence in the seat beside you

You frown, I think, "if only you knew"

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

I watched my baby fade away

until, on that last fateful day....................

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You tell me I should be glad he was so young,

I imagine cutting out your tongue

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You say I have 3 others, i should feel blessed

Tell me, do you love any of yours any less?

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

I cant stand to talk to you anymore

your words dig craters in my heart, so sore

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

Inside I scream, I shout, I rant and Rave

Outside I appear to be so brave

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

Would you be stable if you had seen

your baby attached to a million machines?

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT  I HAVE ENDURED

They pushed a needle in his Heart
In one last attempt for it to start

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You send empty words on a social network, for the world to approve and applaud,

yet in reality you leave me all alone, drowning in grief- in pain - ignored

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

So the next time you see me in the street

dont judge me as to why i dont greet

YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT I HAVE ENDURED!!!!!!