Tuesday, September 25, 2012

You dont know what I have endured


You pass me in the street
as my tears stain my face as I sit and weep
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You stand and question my belief
yet have no concept of my grief
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

I sit in awkward silence in the seat beside you
You frown, I think, "if only you knew"
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

I watched my baby fade away
until, on that last fateful day....................
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You tell me I should be glad he was so young,
I imagine cutting out your tongue
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You say I have 3 others, i should feel blessed
Tell me, do you love any of yours any less?
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

I cant stand to talk to you anymore
your words dig craters in my heart, so sore
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

Inside I scream, I shout, I rant and Rave
Outside I appear to be so brave
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

Would you be stable if you had seen
your baby attached to a million machines?
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT  I HAVE ENDURED

They pushed a needle in his Heart
In one last attempt for it to start
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

You send empty words on a social network, for the world to approve and applaud,
yet in reality you leave me all alone, drowning in grief- in pain - ignored
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE ENDURED

So the next time you see me in the street
dont judge me as to why i dont greet
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT I HAVE ENDURED!!!!!!

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